This is exactly how I've felt for a while. Darren Hayes never ceases to amaze me with his music. Wow.

Ocean

By Darren Hayes and Rick Nowels

Even though I know you're gone
The memory lingers on
I see your footsteps on a sandy beach
That waves have been crashing on

You know, danger goes where emotion flows
I wish sometimes I'd never known love
It's dangerous the way I can't move on
Lost in emotion

Only an ocean could know
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Thinking of you, my love
I wish I could drown out emotion
Until only the ocean knows

Walking down the boulevard
The water still calls your name
A thousand tides may rise and fall
But darlin' I feel the same, oh
You said it's dangerous to love so deeply
I never cared I fell completely
It's dangerous the waves crash on the shore
But never repeating

Only an ocean could know
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Thinking of you, my love
I wish I could drown out emotion
Until only the ocean knows

Wash me away
Carry my heart on an ocean
Love has forsaken
Been taken to somebody else
I wish I could drown my emotions
Until only the ocean knows

And I still hear your song (I can hear it, I can hear it)
It's in the call of the ocean
It has been here so long (Can't you feel it, can't you feel it?)

Only an ocean could know
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Thinking of you my love
I wish I could drown out emotion
Until only the ocean knows

Wash me away
Carry my heart on an ocean
Love has forsaken
Been taken to somebody else
I wish I could drown my emotions
Until only an ocean
Only an ocean could know

Only an ocean could know
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Thinking of you my love
I wish I could drown out emotion
Until only an ocean knows